I did write a post to the nurses but i am still anxious and wondering about other peoples expereinces. 

So about a month ago i went to the doctors about night sweats, itchy skin, skin rashes, raised CRP in janurary. fast forward to a month ago i was sent for more bloods and most things were normal except ESR was raised slightly, chest xray and hormones and thyroids were all normal. I have been referred to haematology under the two week wait and had my first appointment on monday, the doctor said that from a MRI scan i had in feburary for my small bowel the spleen didn't look massively big and sent me for bloods and arranged for a CT scan which i had yesterday which i thought was strange as it was so soon and he said it would be within around 6 weeks and then the CT tech asked me after the scan if i had a follow up appointment so now my anxiety is quite high and i could just be overreacting and over alayysing what people have said but being a nurse myself and knowing what the worse can be its sending my anxiety even further up. I think i'm just looking for reassurance ? I'm not really sure, any adivce about not panicking? 

Dr google is not helping haha, i know i should know better but i think im kidding my self that i can rationalise it all at the moment,

Thanks 

Sam