i am currently lounging on the sofa in my pyjamas... having forced myself out of bed at lunchtime!!
i am still struggling with the pain and dread every visit to th toilet!! Every day is a day closer to feeling better though... and that should start to kick in at any day!
i completely understand what you mean about being dumped... although I knew the intensive interest would finish along with the intensive treatment it does seem a little strange to be completely on my own now... although I do have friends and family of course! I am asking myself what happens now? I know I can’t just slip back to how I was before but am not sure what the new me looks or feels like. I find myself thinking about exploring part time work (not sure if this is viable in my current job) or even seeing if I can release my pension (very) early and stop work altogether....
on a slightly less deep note I have just done a mega clothes shop online as I am looking forward to binning the shapeless tunic things and harem pants that I have been relying on for the past month or so
i also am incredibly tired all the time. Sleeping 16 hours a day is not unusual at the moment but I expect this to improve in time.
I am a bit unsure as to what happens now? I have an apt with my oncologist at the beginning of June but assume this will just be a post treatment review rather than to tell me that the magic wand has worked and I am completely cured... time will tell I suppose. How long post treatment was it before you were told whether it had been effective?
anyway, enough of my waffling. I am thinking of you and fingers crossed for a positive MRI result
again, I really do appreciate all of the support from this site it really is helping