Hi All I am feeling a bit low it has been 10 days since surgery and not without its problems I am used to being on the go all the time I had a set routine and my job looked forward to my weekends now since all this it has been like a bolt out the blue I have a heart problem in which I had heart attack 3 years ago very bizzare because I lost 4 stone don't drink acholol and don't smoke and eat healthy has I can I have been told all different things so far but latest after surgery I am stage 1a or b and before surgery I was grade 3 my ct scan showed nothing had 6 lots of separate blood tests everything even dvt and come back clear so nervous of results scared of having radiotherapy or chemo I know it has got to be done