I lost my sister 2 years ago very suddenly and very young it is extremely soul destroying pain ya didn’t even no existed until this happened I hear you it’s the worst type of pain I also found the 2nd year the hardest for the first year its denial heartbreak torture no sleep going around like a zombie anger every emotion there is you feel but I do promise it gets a little easier not easier as such it becomes different and even though ya still get sad sometimes you do feel happy again hope this helps 

I really hope it gets easier. Ive driven myself right into the ground and i have made myself ill very quickly.

I would do anything to talk to her again. 

Thankyou for replying x i am so sorry for the loss of your sister x

It’s not that it gets easier it’s like ya accept it and slowly start to rebuild your life. Personally I found coming to the 1 year and going into the second I felt like this is it I’ll never feel good or happy again but ya do it will happen keep going 

Hello it’s been 2 year August 2 my mother passed away :( I still can’t believe it every day is struggle 2 it’s getting harder each day without my mother my heart broken . I miss her so much only thing keeping me going it my little 3 year old boy it’s so hard in it :( sending u all hug take care xx

Hi its still pretty early is a year .but seeing and hearing your poor mum suffer can cause postraumatic stress disorder its not just soldiers suffer can happen to anyone but there is help but you have to want it .i would make an double appointment with your gp and have a good chat or you may end up stuck in this nightmare how many sessions of grief counciling did you have theres no madgic bullet .its a lonely road . And having a word with gp may just set you on the road to better thoughts .paul