A rollercoaster I really want to get off

my dear friends   

I don't know where to start or what to say.

My title says it all. As you all know since my

Cancer I had 3 strokes and have been battling 

With mobility which gets me down and hard to 

Cope with way I am. 

Then my health got worse with troubles with my liver which I'm waiting biopsys to see if it's the bigC , then to top it off I saw cancer doctor on Thursday who told me after looking at X-rays and not being able to move knee that ive got to have more majour surgery, why is life so unfair? 

  • Sorry for the way the thread was wrote using mobile some how went wrong

  • Hi Mylittlesunshine.

    Sorry to hear of all your health problems but youve come to the right place for people who understand.

    As to why life is so unfair - well it just is and I think that we have to accept that even though somedays its difficult.  When I get down I think of all the things that happen to other people - like e-bola and the recent earthquake in Nepal and realise that its not just me that is getting unfair deal.  Then I think of all the good and great times I have had and all the things that are good in my life and am grateful that at least I have had those times.

     

     

  • Hi there MLS, I haven't seen any posts on here from you recently and I wondered how you were doing. I'm so sorry to hear your latest reports are not good. I recall from some of your earlier posts that you have been through so much and it just seems to keep going from bad to worse for you. I do hope that things turn out to be not as bad as they seem right now, but please come back on here and let us know how you get along. In the meantime, I will be thinking about you and of course all your friends on the forum here will also want to know how you are doing.

    Take care my friend and sending hugs your way.

    Lorraine

  • Hi Mylittlesunshine,

    You have no idea how pleased I was to see your name crop up on here for yesterday I was thinking I must contact you as I hadnt seen your name for a while and was concerned. I am so sorry to read about your latest problems and can understand the title you have given this thread. Ididnt contact you yesterday for yesterday everything I touched went wrong But I wont bore you with the details. For we need to try and lift your spirits up and put a smile on your face. My youngest grandson whos nine years old had to go into hospital recently and was asked if he wanted to wear the hospital gown or if he prefered to take his PJs in with him. His reply was, "I dont want the gown for your bum keeps falling out the back and I dont want to show my bum to everyone". Everywhere he goes he makes people laugh.

    I just want you to know, all your many friends on here are sending best wishes and kinds thoughts your way, Hugs included, Brian.
     

  • Hi MLS,

    So sorry to hear that life is being a b1tch at the moment. I'm also having technology problems, as I posted a reply last night which has disappeared!

    I guess life seems so unfair at times because bad luck is such a random occurence. If it wasn't random, rapists and serial killers would die young and nice people like you and me wouldn't develop cancer :-)

    I hope you manage to somehow keep going and don't give in to the temptation to jump off this rollercoaster ride that we're sharing. You and others on this forum gave me hope and encouragement when I first started this white knuckle ride - I hope we can do the same for you now.

     

    All the best
    Davex   

     

     

     

  • Hi there mls. Just wanted to add my words to the encouragement below from the others.  I know it's hard but I recall a young man who could do wild things at incredible climbing heights on mountains and buildings.  How could he do it-?  I asked. 

    Is easy he replied - 'I just concentrate on the one little next step at a time' 

    Good luck brave one

    Steven 

  • Hi all

    Thanks for all your replys,ur right things are so 

    Differecult right now and I don't see a ending.

    I go tomorrow to see consultant tomorrow to talk

    What to plan is to check if big C is back and to 

    If I need majour surgery again,  so scared

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    MLS .......  wish I could say something to make this all go away, you have been through so very much and no-one deserves a break more than you.  I will be thinking of you tomorrow and hoping that there is some good news from the consultant.  Your forum friends are always here for you and are sending you all the love in the world x

  • Just sat here crying when will this end!!!

  • Hi MLS.  What was the news today from consultant honey? X