I first posted on here a few months ago having first found out my daughter has nets cancer it had spread widely starting from her pancreas and is now terminal, she is only 19 years old and it was the worst news I could have imagined, I have spent the last few months feeling so confused & angry and not knowing which way to turn, she has had one session of chemo which went as well as it could, her next session is due on Thurs. I had several responses to my original post which I was so grateful for to actually know we are not alone really does help. We are very lucky to have family, friends and people around who are so supportive but sometimes a stranger reaching out makes a big difference. Today I didn't wake up and feel total despair but a sense of what will be will be I cannot control things and am wasting precious time being angry and sad when I should be making memories and making the most of having my beautiful daughter around, I know there will be more resentful days and angry times but today isn't one of them. Sorry for the long post just felt like I needed to share this, and just say thank you again for making me realise that no matter how bad things are there is always someone else out there to talk to who is feeling the same or has been there too.