Hi ,
I'm waiting for my breast clinic appointment which is next Wednesday, cant wait for it to be over. Feel exhausted but not sure if this is from worry. I'm trying to rational and stay away from the internet but I am reading journals etc from experts in the profession. What's worrying me , is also what the doc was worried about is , my lump it hard and appears fixed to the chest wall not a lump near the surface.
When i read this says this is more likely aggressive cancer , hoping someone else can confirm this type of lump proved otherwise. I'm distracting myself as much as possible with work and time with the kids , but cant step away from my phone, looking for answers, which I know aren't there . I had a nightmare last night , being told it had spread to my lungs and theres nothing they can do. Silly I know , but I've had a tight chest and an intermittent dry cough , hence the daft dream no doubt. Hate this waiting game , it's the worst , I'm the type of person where I just need to know or not then I can deal with it. Wish I could afford private, sorry lovelys , just ranting my thoughts, 3 days to go and counting. Sick of thinking about it xxx