hi guys i was not sure to come on or not i am very tired at the moment i went and my name was called and i did not feel scared or nervous i sat down and i listened to some music while she got on with what she had to do one it was over she said if you want to wait awhile before driving i said yes thats fine i went to this cafe area and i got chatting to some ladies about my age going through the same thing later i left and was starving so i went to kfc and got large popcorn chips and drink i dont know if your to eat but i was not told so i went ahead i got home about 3 hours ago and slept for 1 hour i woke up and felt okay i must say the grandchildren came round kept me company for a while and then they went 15 mins ago so i sit here taking about my day and i thought it was going to scare me and i would run out the building but 1st day complete let the chemo begin !!