My grandma has just been told she has about a month to live. She was only told, maybe 2 weeks ago, that she even has skin cancer and now she has a month. This will be her last Christmas I suppose.
My grandma is a second mother to me, I lived with her on and off when I was a child & for the past 5 years she has lived with me in our house. She has been such a constant figure, I have seen her practically every single day of my life. Words cannot explain how much she means to me and how much i depend on her. I just don’t know what I’m going to do. I’m only 22, there is so much I wanted her to be a part of.
How do you say goodbye in a month? How do you come to terms with not being able to see and hug and laugh and cry with one of the people you love the most in the world? I just feel completely numb.
I know everyone dies, I know my experience is nothing special. And yet I just don’t know how to process everything that’s going on.