Just feeling a bit fed up. I'm on weekly chemo for stage 4 ovarian cancer, diagnosed almost 2 years ago. Physically, I'm feeling fine, although I've only had 5 of the 18. However, psychologically not so great. It just feels like it's taking over, every Monday blood tests ready for Tuesday's treatment. My hair is starting to fall out too. I've been through it before, and have all my turbans and scarves at the ready. I have my son's wedding in September, would have been nice to have my hair! As I'm writing this, it makes me sound a bit vane, which I don't mean to be. Just rotten timing!
I know there are many people a lot worse off, and I feel guilty for having a moan! My family are fantastic and very supportive, but sometimes they don't really understand how I feel. I always try my best to focus on the positive things in my life, but sometimes the whole cancer thing gets to me.
Anyway, moan over, onwards and upwards!!