It was with mixed emotions that I saw the hospice nurse today.
As I live alone I have decided that I will end my daysin the local hospice and the wonderful nurse was so helpful. She will be coming back next week and has given me homework - put my affairs in order by the time she comes again. She is organising prescriptions for all the things I now have to buy myself, a wrist alarm in case I need help, visits to complementary therapies at the hospice and attendace allowance. She said I can go to their daily get togethers where they do art classes etc with lunch. She put my mind at rest with the pain relief saying that if it gets too bad they will take me in for a week and sort me out.
I just have to say how relieved I am, and can now stop crying wondering what was going to happen to me.