1st of 3 brain tumours due to be removed on 16th ,time is either racing too fast though sleepless night seem to last forever nowith signed off work can't seem to focus on much...want it over asap but very scarred happing too fast ...
I am so sorry to hear about your diagnosis and can fully understand your worries. I sincerely hope that all goes well for you and that your tumor is easy to remove.
Will be thinking of you on 16th.
I am sorry you are so worried; lying awake at night worrying about things is horrible. Would your doctor perhaps give you some appropriate medication to help you sleep. Also, please share your fears with family and friends - don't bottle your fears up within yourself. I know it can sometimes be difficult to do this but I think you will be pleased that you did as the people who care about you will want to help you through this. Best wishes.
Thank you for your kind replys.. my friends and relatives are all aware, I have been taking pain relieve at night which are also meant to cause sleepiness.
Now I think I have made a mistake
in changing from one hospital to another, ..I made the decision to change to London as it is my usual hospital for long term follow up leukaemia and felt more secure but have just received a letter from the surgeon at the local hospital who would have done my previous op yesterday as urgent...my previous op in London isn't to to 10th with surgery on the 16th am wondering how urgent, am I leaving it too late ...