Hi,my gorgeous wife died 3 weeks ago after a 10 month battle with bowel cancer.She was only 51 we had been together 28 years.I myseld had a 2 year battle with the same cancer but am now in remission.We have 2 beautiful grown up children but i feel everything is totally pointless without her and at the moment am not bothered if mine comes back.Does it ever get any bettet has anyone had a similar experience because I'm totally heartbroken.