Hi I don’t really know what to expect from this post but I feel I need to speak about how I’m feeling. I don’t want to seem selfish In any way
my dad was diagnosed with stage 4 bowel cancer in May of this year and he just had his first cycle of chemotherapy, my dad only turned 60 in December 2017
he is being so strong and positive and amazing , it’s bern so difficult seeing dad so I’ll do quickly , we are all such a close family and I’m staying strong for everyone ️
But imside I am struggling , the thought of losing my dad is killing me, my kids are also so scared of loosing their papa , I don’t feel like I’m coping, although From the outside looking in ,everyone will be thinking that I’m coping and being so strong