I lost my grandad in March to pancreatic cancer which had spread to his liver & lungs. He had a short battle but it really broke me watching him. But now I feel like I'm in a dream as my Nonna now has the exact same symptoms & has had a biopsy on her liver as her pancreas and liver both have lesions on. I feel like we're doing this all over again and we've only just lost my grandad, now my Nonna is feeling & looking the exact same my grandad did at the beginning when it started to get bad. How can this be? My Nonna has never let anything defeat her, after having breast cancer nothing stopped her, but now she has lost so much weight. She doesn't eat, she doesn't go out, she's in pain & feels sick all the time and just wants to sleep.
my heart is breaking that I'm having to see someone I dearly love go through this again 3 months later. My heart feels like it's shattering into so many little pieces.
