Hi all,
I’m typing this in floods of tears. I lost my mum at the end of July and just can’t ever see my life being happy again. I have days where I’m ok but have this fear of breaking down in floods of tears wherever I am or whatever I’m doing. I miss my mum so much. I’m 42 and my mum was 63 and my very best friend. I thought I would be feeling a little better but as Christmas draws near I’m finding my emotions getting uncontrollable. I’m dreading Christmas but I have two children who I feel I need to try and make a effort to make Christmas a little bit happy. My mum loved Christmas so much and can’t imagine the day without her. How do you cope without your loved one. X