My mum has breast cancer last year and then now has lung cancer not related both 1st cancers But her lung was stage 4 I feel was missed I don’t get it I’m lost she was given 6 months in April and refused chemo and we’re now at the stage she has become very weak she was eating less but her appetite has picked up she can’t walk around as becomes so out of breath I’m so sad and feel I’m already grieving I’ve already lost my mum but I keep panicking of how long I have left with her how I help her what do I do after she’s gone am I doing things right I keep finding myself getting annoyed with everyone even my mum because I’m so angry that she’s dying I keep thinking why are you leaving me I try and cry when I’m alone so my kids don’t see I’m scared to be the one in charge like my mum is the grown up even though I’m a fully grown adult just feel very lost