She was diagnosed 9 months ago and ive been with my boyfriend for 10 months. She was given a year to live and ive only met her twice but it still feels like a hole is appearing as she dies. I dont knpw how to cppe with this I want to help my boyfriend, I seem to cry for thr both of us as he has sort of shut his emotions down. She has chosen tp stop chemo and only have painkillers. I just dont know how to cope or how to help my boyfriend when she passes, im so scared.