Mum's getting her diagnosis, I'm lost, don't know what to do5 Feb 2023 22:54
Mum is in the middle of getting her diagnosis. It's taking ages. I know the answer and I know that there is very little to offer her but yet we wait. We wait for the hospital to send the paperwork that confirms what I already know but too scared to tell mum. I wait for her to be ready for the answer and I wait for her to be ready for me to explain what they just said to her.
I know because it's my job. I do this every day.
it's harder today as it's my mum.
they look at me like I have the answer. Like I know what to say. How to make it better.
I just wait.
no one sees me.
no one can help me
I just do for everyone else
snd I wait.
I'm waiting for the day she goes and I hope that they see me then. I'm here. I'm hurting. Just like your hurting.
my mum is dying.
but I wait
im so sad I don't know what to do
im just waiting