Life after cancer

Hey i have not been on for a while as my health just keeps deteriorating tests and scans waiting on appointments and meanwhile life just seems to be carrying on and i feel very stuck i am 1 year and 3 months after a full hysterectomy for endometrial cancer have lumps in breasts under arms and in Bowel not sure what they are as had several test that came back inconclusive plus other health conditions have interfered with appointments just really want to know is it normal to feel that life is not the same and unsupported any advice would be welcomed at end of my tether only 34 my whole life has changed no kids and now cant have if anyone in same boat give me a message