Hi everybody. This is a pretty sensitive subject and it's really personal for me but I'm hoping somebody can offer me a bit of advice.
I'm 23 years old, and nearly 4 months ago I was diagnosed with stage 2 Ewing's Sarcoma. I'm currently single but I spend a lot of time with my ex girlfreind (it's a long story but ever since we split up, we've stayed good freinds) . She told me the other day that she wants to get back with me and I didn't say yes but I also didn't say no. Part of me is ready for a relationship, but the other part of me thinks now really isn't the right time.
I had to go to the hospital this morning to have some investigative tests done (because for the last four weeks, my treatment hasn't shown any progress) and she picked me up, stayed with me, dropped me back home and we had some 'intimate moments' let's just put it like that. As much as I want to get back with her, I'm scared that she will want more and I can't give it to her. I really care about her, I always have done and I don't want to let her down. I'm always so tired, have a lot of pain and have awful sickness because of my treatment but I've got no energy for 'doing the deed'.
Any advice would be appreciated