I’m absolutely terrified

Please help me. I found a lump in my right breast last Wednesday, saw g p on Thursday now I'm waiting for my clinic appointment. I've already convinced myself of the worst. I'm not eating, not sleeping, I just want to know now xx

  • I really feel for you and wish I could help! Believe me when I say that you're not alone - you will find so much support on this forum! I was in exactly this position last month and it's such a horrible time but the fact that you have an appointment lined up is a good thing. Either the lump will turn out to be nothing to worry about or, at worst, they will find something concerning but at least you will know and can go on to deal with it. I really hope it's nothing but even if it turns out to be cancer there is so much treatment available and you will find strength you never knew you had. I know it's easy to say but try to keep busy in the meantime, try to carry on as normal and don't Google! 
    Sending love xxx

  • Hi, 

    I felt exactly the same way you feel now. Im 58 and I too felt a lump about the size of a large grape in my right breast and was horrified to say the least. I found it on Sunday 24th Oct, got a Dr's app on 25th, after examining me, she pushed it through as an urgent referral. By 28th, the breast clinic called with an app for the 8th Nov. I had a mammogram which showed a mass, which the consultant was concerned and ordered a ultrasounded guided core- biopsy (3 samples were taken from the mass). I left the clinic in a daze and my mind has gone into panic mode since then. I too cant eat or sleep as I just want to know what Im dealing with. 

    I got a letter from the clinic about my visit on Tues 23rd. It mentioned the lump they first thought was benign. However, the mammogram and ultrasound scan showed a 44mm malignant lump and the ultrasound showed it at 25mm. Axilla looked fine. The clinic have said they will contact me again once they have the biospy results and have discussed them at their MDT. I have no idea what these readings mean, but all will be revealed on Dec 1st as I have a appointnent for my results.

    The speed at which my case has been is overwhelming as at leads me to think they have found something and want to get treatment sorted asap or to get me in to say all is well so there is no need to keep me wondering. I do hope its the latter.

    I have tried to keep myself busy, and most of the time it does work. Stroll on Wed, it cant come soon enough.

    The posts on here are uplifting and really put your mind at some if not all rest. 

    Sending much love, chin up  xx

  • Hello and thanks for your post,

    I am sorry to hear about your situation and can understand how unsettling waiting to hear what the doctor has to say.

    I know that it makes it hard to know what it means when everything has happened so quickly. Try if you can not to read too much in to it all if you can. Even though it is helpful and supportive talking to other member's it is important to remember that everyone's situation is slightly different so it is hard to compare what happens to one person with another.

    You may find it helpful to look at the information written by Breast Cancer Now about getting your results back here

    The nurses are here if you want to talk any of this through at anytime before or after your appointment. The number to call is Freephone 0808 800 4040 and the lines are open from 9am till 5pm Monday to Friday.

    Take care,

    Catherine

  • Hello there

    I am sorry to hear you have found a breast lump and that it is worrying you. It is good though that you noticed this quickly and have been referred to the breast unit by your GP where you hopefully will be seen soon.

    Most lumps won't turn out to be cancer but it is always important they are checked out to be sure. Things such as breast cysts or a build up of fatty tissue called fibroadenomas are common and these are usually harmless, so try not to let your mind run away with you for now.

    As others have said on here times like this are unsettling so keep yourself busy with other things whilst you wait as this often helps pass the time.

    Unfortunately no one can tell you much more until you have been to the breast unit and you have the results from any tests needed, so hang in there just now.

    Please get back if you need to and you are also welcome to call the nurses on 0808 800 4040 Monday-friday 9-5 if you prefer to talk things over the phone.

    I hope your appointment goes well and everything turns out okay.

    Take care

    Naomi

  • I'm with you on this one lovely. 

    I have a mammogram on Thursday (and possibly ultrasound & biopsies if needed), first two days after my GP confirmed the lump, I cried (a lot), haven't told any of my friends as I can't speak the words, so it's easier not to right now until I know any different. I feel sick most of the time & just trying to get on with things and keep myself busy while I wait for Thursday. Xx 

  • Wishing you the best of luck for Wednesday. Sending lots of positive thoughts and a big hug x 

  • Hi,

    Thank you. Not long now to wait. Will update when I am able to x

  • Sending all the positivity for tomorrow!