I think it's back !!!!!!

Hi Everyone

Well I've not been on here for quite awhile

As I've been going though alot at the moment.

AnywAy the past month or so my pain level

Has got worse and mobility had decreased

In movement to walk so I've been gp a few times

And have increased meds.

This week had to go back to gp as the pain has not

Been under controll and has spread to my left hip

And into my lower back, yet again another increase

In meds and awaiting a ct scan as he thinks the cancer

May be back and has spread to other parts ,

I'm so scared just don't know when it's going to end.

  • I have got cancer in my spine now it started in my thyroid then lungs I am having radiotherapy on my spine which is killing the pain in my hips

    It's seems to be working up till now hope this helps I no what pain you must be going through chin-up keep taking those painkillers

    All the very very best

    Dave

  • Hi Mylittlesunshine,

    I am so sorry to read your latest post for you have been through so much over the past few months. As most of us on here agree, waiting for tests and results are always scary times. Sending kind thoughts and best wishes, take care and please let us know how you get on, hugs, Brian.

  • Sunshine ..... dont know what to say to you and understand that massive fear so much.  Hope and pray you are wrong.  Let us know when the scan will be.  Sending you all the love and hugs I can find x

  • Hi dave, thankyou for you reply so sorry to her

    Of your cancer diagnosis, so glad the radio therapy

    Is helping your pain

  • Hi Brain thank you for your kind words as usual

    I'm finding hard at the moment and knowing

    My virtual friends are there helps.

    Thank you for your support as always x

  • Max.... Thankyou Hun, even me i don't find words

    Right now, I finding it hard to function it's the not

    Knowing which is hard .

    All I know is the pain I'm experiencing is like no other

    Pain I've had in fact it's the worsed, I can't even weight bare

    A bit now and for it to go in hip and lower back

    Tell me there is something not right.

    I was told as well mostly likely I will have to undergo

    Another operation to fix my knee with new on no matter

    What the outcome is as there is too much damage for it

    To heel.as of now I'm without hospital, my local hospital

    Have agreed to take my care but I need it in writing from tumour

    Unit where I want to leave there happy with this, so that is

    In the GPS hands at moment.

    I've said if they won't agree I will take legal action against them

    Or name and shame them for the wAy they treated me.

    Better stop tears are flooding.

    Thanks to everyone for there on going support.

    MAx whens your scan Hun? Hope all turn out ok hunny

    And thinking of you always xx

  • Really hope n pray that I get a new hospital

    Soon so I get my scan. Been in bed all weekend

    In pain so much not able to move or go downstairs.

    I feel so bad for my kids seeing me like this and

    Wanting to spend time with me when I'm not able

    To function due to pain and meds making you in another

    Planet ....( Not sure if that's good or not ).

    I had to call on call doctor out in the end to give me injection .

    I thought when the operation was done that would be the

    End of a horrible rollercoaster ride. Sorry for going on x

  • Hi Mylittlesunshine,

    Sorry to hear you have been in bed all weekend in pain.But your lovely sense of humour still shows re the comment about another planet.

    Several months ago while out walking I slipped on some mud and ended up attempting the splits. Luckily I was quite near my house. I was in so much pain and after a visit to the hospital found I had broken a bone in my groin area. I had to spend two weeks confined to the upstairs of my house and hated every moment of it and it was so painful to move. Had great problems try to get comfortable in bed as well, so I appreciate what you must be going through.

    I hope you get you scan soon and when you get your results find they are good. Take care sending kind thoughts and best wishes your way, Brian

  • MyLittleSunshine.  Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you.  I do not know why you are having to wait for a scan that, due to your pain, is an emergency.  Kathryn x

  • Hi sweetheart.

    I'm so sad for you. This is hard enough on you let alone having to wait. You must be going crazy.

    I'm here for you 100% promise you'll call on me if you need an ear. We have this in common so can help each other.

    I'm in hospital now, just started fluids, so that's me now, chained to a drip unable to move, going from bad to worse, dinners arrived. The food here is grim!

    Love and hugs Dor xx