I have stage 2 Ewing's Sarcoma ( I was diagnosed 4 months ago). I'm currently on my two week treatment break and I'm going to be starting my third cycle very soon. It's only been 4 months since I was diagnosed and I know that's nothing comapred to some people on here, but I've had enough of everything already. I'm only 23 but I just don't feel my age at all because of all of this.
I also lost my brother 6 months ago due to a 20 month long fight with AML (Acute Myeloid Leukemia) . I know how all this cancer stuff works and where you can end up because I watched my brother on his journey from start to finish.
I'm just finding it really hard to stay and be postive at the moment and I have no motivation to do anything. My freinds try and be supportive but they don't really understand what it's like to go through this. Also my family are there for me as much as they can be, but we are all still coming to terms with my brother's death so it's hard for them.
Also whenever I try to reach out to somebody I just feel like I'm bothering them and being annoying, it's all so hard.