Hi my Dr has referred me for endoscopy in London because my stomach feels bloated and tight. And I've lost my appetite and lost a few stone. I tried to get this done around 4 years ago got the iv in my arm then went into the room they sprayed my throat and connected some other stuff and just as he was about to sedate me I freaked out ripped everything of and run out the hospital. Now 4 years later they want me to try again but my aniexty is worse and I'm so scared I don't Evan go to dentist cause don't like things in my mouth. If I ask for most sedation possible will I feel the camera going in throat and will I gag and still know what's happening? I've seen alot of people say after sedation they don't remember anything just waking up and that sounds like the best outcome for me but I'm so scared. I'm thinking to not go sort my diet and weight out first I'm 22 stone BTW and see if symptoms go and if they don't then get the camera as a last resort but I don't know I'm such a mess