I'm struggling to even enter my mums house at the moment, it's too painful. I know I have all her things to sort but just can't face it. Also feels like I'm removing her from there if I do.
My mum was only 61 and even though 2 years ago we were told her cancer was incurable I didn't think she'd be gone so quick. Maybe I was deluded/stupid to think she'd have longer but she was actually so fit and well on her chemo. It all happened so fast, even her consultant was shocked at the speed she deteriorated. I'm sure in a way that was better for my mum because she wouldn't have wanted to go on for long suffering but I just feel robbed. I hate cancer, it destroys everything!
Thank you for replying. No one else seems to get me right now.