Hi everyone. For the last few years, I have been blindly avoiding life. I have been ungrateful, disconected and prideful. I now received the diagnosis that I’m dying soon, but this time physically. I’m turned upside down and in just a few days, I deteriorated drastically. The fear, the stress, the self-punishment... it’s not a good place to support me throughout this learning journey. There’s no magical solution for things,but I hope something good could came out of this. I’m just after some sort of comfort to accept and let go. So I can open up to this new chapter with dignity. If you know of anywhere I could call for help, please let me know. I’m not sure if going on an anti-anxiety pill might help to easy my body into what is, rather than panicking and disconnecting. Will speak to my doctor. Any thoughts appreciated. Thank you all. God bless. X