Yesterday I met with my oncologist for the first time.
This appointment was not positive, Stanley has grown 2.5cm (approx) in 17 days.
I've been told that I may not have time for fertility treatment (I'll know more after my appointment Thurday) unless I opt to have a mastectomy.
A mastectomy is a last resort for me. But coming to terms with the fact I may not be able to have children is another massive blow.
I've just turned 30 and I've been married 7mths. This was not part of the plan. In fact this is as far from the plan as possible.
In short cancer sucks.