I was a "normal" 18 year old. I worked my butt off, just passed my driving test, got a new car, social drinks, in love, it was great! Until 14/03/17 when I got diagnosed with Acute Lymphoblastic Leukaemia.
Treatment hasn't been kind. 8 infections, 7 months out of 10 in hospital, kidney failure, lost my hair twice, weight gain, a lot of weight lose, the list goes on...
I can't help but think I've been through all this, yet I find myself worrying about silly things. I am a long way from being the strong, healthy person I was. I get these things take time! I guess what I'm trying to ask is, does anyone else worry that they've done enough? I seem to worry a lot. I feel like I should be at work, going out and living life. Yet, I'm weak, no one bothers anymore and my anxiety is that bad I can't leave the house alone.
Sorry for blabbering on.