Hello I had stage 1 size 2cm hormone positive breast cancer. Removed last 6th November but the 4 and half weeks of radiotherapy was delayed because of xmas so didn't start that till 2nd Jan finished on 4th Feb... I feel the lump is back but bigger and lumpier I have an appointment for tomorrow at the same hospital as before n I am tired and having migraines i know in my heart it is back... should I be angry it is back so quickly? My 12 year old daughter didn't take it well the 1st time as a close school friend of her died last year of cancer ..how do I tell her it is back? Should they have given chemo? They gave me 5 year tamoxifen but I couldnt carry on with it as it was making me mentally ill/suicidal and angry all the time.... so many questions and I'm terrified and tired I'm only 47 but feel like giving up ...